I just don't want to live like I used to. And at some point, I'm going to put a gag order on myself in terms of talking about the past. I've got to slam the door and deal with the present and the future. |
There was a reason my first substantial role after rehab was to play a maniac whose personal story ended badly. I knew what it was like to go those dark places. I played a guy who died as a result of his abuse. |
Life all comes down to a few moments. This is one of them. |
The most damage I did was to myself and to the people who got caught in the maelstrom. The worst thing that happened was the overdose. But I didn't go in with three other dudes who overdosed with me. No, you overdose alone. |
What you come to discover is, it isn't how you get there, it's that you get there. If that's what it took to get me where I'm at today, so be it. |
I think what drove me insane for a long time is feeling like I hadn't earned most of what I achieved because it came so fast. |
I was with one at a time with the other four watching. It was a little uncomfortable, actually. I wouldn't recommend five at once. There's just not enough guy to go around. |
I saw 28 Days. I don't remember rehab being like a day camp or being that funny. Rehab is a dumping ground. It's a big landfill. |
I still don't have all the answers. I'm more interested in what I can do next than what I did last. |
I just didn't believe I was like everybody else. I thought I was unique. |